Feeling determined once again

I am in a situation where more than mine , life's of my friends around me have been scaring me. Not one or two but as many as I can't count on my fingers. Not that they will have an impact on my life but the thought that what if I too undergo their mental state. I know its tough as a fresher to sit in house and face all the pressure from out side for not being placed and unable to see the doors to pass through. But as far as my belief goes, certainly at least once in a life time there will be a situation where we are crushed from all corners and left with no one to trust on other than ourselves.

The problem is that most of us a not capable of visualizing ourselves as a third person. Because most of us are very capable of suggesting others when we feel someone is in trouble and as we see them as another person. Similarly when we are in a mode of depression, seeing ourselves from the outside point of view certainly makes all problems seem so simple. The only thing is that we shouldn't attach ourselves emotionally to our life's situation. Because at the end of the day however the worst the situation is..Life goes on.

 Some questions shouldn't be answered with words..

   

Testing situations

It is actually tough to pretend as if nothing had happened but it comes with experience as I believe as of now. Sometimes unknowingly we get tested to some simple issues where our character gets to prove its originality. Actually these simple issues are those that effect and define our attitude and other related things.

That day when I was asked if we were in relation, it didn't stun me, as it was expected and I am much aware and ahead of it. I can simply say no but I didn't reply as I felt it was unneeded and as I felt proud to give an explanation for such silly thoughts which I never cared of.

But, the world, the people around us are much crazier to discuss such and bring an optimum rumor into existence, which finally happened. As far as we are clear and had belief in each other, it was never a concern. But to my belief some simple issues really get big onto us by adding stuff and thus become challenging.

I was smart enough in making her believe that its a bull shit stuff again and made the issue open to her. As I never blamed her or I need not blame her because I thought we were equally responsible for whatever the outcome is.  

I always thought it was okay for me to face such situations as the gender advantage and my attitude would surely come handy to me in dealing them, but again I feel that the same thing makes her feel for the happening and I never wanted to breakup as we both got much closer than we thought.

So, I decided to distance her to limit those rumors which made the situation take another turn. 

My Funny Dance - See and enjoy

As a part of our annual day celebrations in 2012 , we made a different attempt to entertain the spectators. It was a super hit performance on that day.Hope you like it.